welcoming the new year...2009...

The year of 2008 never fail to catch me by surprise with it's twist and turns in life... the ups and downs of economy...natural and human tragedies worldwide...& my personal problems....It has really made me steeler to face the upcoming year of 2009, foreseen to bring more depressing news in relation to the financial crisis which will sweep the entire globe...

All the more we have to consistently be vigilant and continue improving and living our lives to the fullest...

The year 2009 will never be the same as 2008, with the recent loss of my beloved cat, named Baby... who never made it pass 2 years of living on Earth... my cat was knocked down by a car reversing into a parking lot.... Despite not knowing the exact details of the tragic event, I hope my cat died a painless death... hope to see him in Heaven soon...




No more sweet cuddles before a good night sleep....

No more wake up calls at 4am,5am,6am,...etc

No more attention seeking cat at home ( my other 2 female cats love 2 slp than play )

The whole family will miss you always...rest in peace in heaven Baby...muah!!

Don't sweat the small stuff...

The saying that god will not test you that of beyond your capabilities... brings a huge sigh of relief to anyone facing problems in life... I'm currently back at the comfort of my own home... but not without problems... I guess life has to go on as usual and we have to face problems in the face to address it in a way vital to other parties to learn from...



Reading books and surfing the net playing games online are great ways I found to be stress relieving... The most recent book I had just finished is a must-have for all forensic science enthusiasts like myself...

The book is entitled 'Never suck a dead man's hand'... by Dana Kollmann... who had at least 11 years of experience, painful bitter yet teeming with sweet memories, as a forensic scientist... ( she's currently a professor specialising in forensic anthropology )

Be warned that this is a no-holds-barred book... certainly not for just anyone to pick up & enjoy reading.... ( I need a breather once a while myself due to my highly imaginative mind )

Dana never fail to consistently inject a great sense of humour into every interesting encounters( which others might find extremely repulsive ) she had during her whole career... yet she resigned due to the fact she felt unappreciated and redundant in the whole organisation... there's no official way of appreciation for a job well done, as she is considered 'the person behind the scenes'.... not only that, she has decided to devote the rest of her life to her family who had been so understanding throughout her time-consuming career....

P.S : I love the front cover of this book... so cunning and deceiving... read the book and you will understand why the title of the book is as such... ;p enjoy!!

rating : 5 stars
**This book is definitely NOT for those with weak hearts and stomach...**

Still surviving....

I guess this December is the worst month of my life in 2008... I'm facing a HUGE family crisis currently... and living on the run for now...( I miss my cats and my comfy bed...) I can't wait for everything to get slightly better because it's been such a torturous and mentally exhausting period of my life... I hope I go through this stressful period gracefully and make me emerge as a stronger person in the coming year...

It's quite sad that drastic actions have to be taken for things to get better for others...to open their eyes to the reality of life... not to take everything in life for granted.... and consistently strive for self-improvement... but what's done is done... and everyone has to pick up their courage to face all the consequences... but I never ever give up hope that life will get better with constant perserverence and faith....

I'm really thankful to have such a loving boyfriend... who promised to stand by my side and go through thick and thin together.... thank u for everything you did for me my dear...really appreciate it... thank u so much...